For my Sunshine....

When I look out the window

I see the sun shining bright

I imagine it to be your face

The radiant smile so bright

I get enveloped in your hair

The smell, the feel, the flair

thats my haven I know

Everything else is a despair

Then I open my eyes and realise

you are not around, you are gone

I feel this huge vaccum and empty

Like a body without a soul

I think about the time we spent

Those lovely days and beautiful nights

In each others arms and the kisses

The laughs and the fights

It brings a smile on my face

To know it was so fulfilling

And then I ask the universe

to start it from the beginning

In your absence that I feel

the emptiness I can’t shield

so when we talk and share thoughts

I let negative energies wield

I say things I don’t mean

I say mean things

It hurts you I know

All those wrong doings

I don’t intend hurting you

I cannot, I will not, never

for you are my sunshine

I love you, I love you forever

So please forgive me my love

For I am imperfect and flawed

I can never be as lovely as you

All I can offer is love and being loved

You deserve much more in life

The happiness, warmth and love

and I know I will try my best

for the universe who made "we" knows